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Tiupkan padaku desahan angin senja
Berikan padaku rasa yang kau punya
Alunkan kisahmu tuk isi paranda fana
Dalam potret getir yang terkenang setia

"aku ingin kau berharmoni, tapi bukan sepenggal sepi
aku ingin kau bersenandung, tapi bukan termenung
aku harap dentang waktu tetap ada, bukan sebatas mengembara
"aku ingin kau bahagia, sepenuhnya...

Bukan dalam senyum yang membeban
Bukan dalam tawa yang tertekan
Bukan dalam jiwa yang tertahan
Dan bukan dalam perasaan yang berujung pengkhianatan

APRIL is over!  

hello MAY!

Apologize

Forgive me for all my mistakes that I ever did to you. I don't need the fake responses, I just need the sincerity, truly from you. We're facing our future now,together. National Examination has begin. Let's show our hard and our best endeavors. And let our prayer flow just like as water, and wish God will grant it. I hope, God will give us ease of doing the National Examination and give us good scores depends on our effort. Do the best, give the best, and get the best.
God know, what effort that already we do so far.

12:51 – Krissy and Ericka

Scrolling through my cellphone

For the twentieth time today
Reading the text you sent me again
Though I memorized anyway

It was an afternoon in December
When it reminded you of the day
When we bumped into each other
But you didn’t say hi cause I looked away

And maybe that was the
Biggest mistake of my life
And maybe I have not moved on
Since that night

Cause its 12:51
And I thought my feelings were gone
But I’m lying on my bed thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright
But I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you’re moving on
And I’m not that strong to hold on
any longer

When I saw you’re with her
didn’t think you find another
and my world just seems to crash
I shouldn’t have thought that this would last
And maybe that was the biggest of mistake my life
And maybe I have not moved on since last night

Cause its 12:51
And I thought my feelings were gone
But I’m lying on my bed thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright
But I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you’re moving on
And I’m not that strong to hold on
any longer

As the sky outside gets brighter
And my eyes begin to tire
I’m slowly drowning and memories of him
And I know it shouldn’t matter
As my hearts begin to shatter
I’m left to wonder
Just how it should have been yeah…

12:51

And I thought my feelings were gone
But I’m lying on my bed thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright
But I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you’re moving on
And I’m not that strong to hold on
Cause I’ll prove you wrong
That I can move on through this ong
So much stronger...

March

Goodbye, March. Wish the April more good than you.
Longer to feel. Longer happiness

Counting time. Passing time.

Still count the days until the exam begins. Still count the hard endeavors that I've already take so far. I'm ready to face the exam. I come closer to my future.
All things come swiftly... And we don't even realize of what things that we have to face for. Our future


♥March
Sun   Mon   Tue   Wed   Thu   Fri   Sat
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4       5      6      7     8     9     10 
11      12      13      14    15     16    17
18     19      20     21    22    23    24
25    26      27     28   29    30    31

♥April
Sun   Mon   Tue   Wed   Thu   Fri   Sat
1        2      3      4     5     6     7
8       9      10     11     12     13    14
15      16      17     18    19     20   21
22     23      24    25   26     27   28
29     30

Maaf

Aku selama ini membohongi kalian dan diriku sendiri. Selama ini senyumanku palsu, aku tersenyum dalam penderitaanku. Aku menyembunyikannya dan berusaha untuk tidak pernah mengatakan sejujurnya.