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Saturday, June 9, 2012

QUOTES!

“ Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defences, you build up a whole suit of armour,  so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. ”  - Neil Gaiman, The Kindly Ones

“  It’s better to live like a flame, to know a man and love him, even if he can’t be yours, than never to love at all. ”  - Eloisa James (A kiss at midnight)

 “ The more I look around and listen I realize that I’m not alone. We are all facing choices that define us. No choice. However messy is without importance in the overall picture of our lives. We all at our own age have to claim something, even if it’s only our own confusion. I am in the middle of growing up and into myself. ”  - - Sabrina Ward Harrison

“ The secret to life is meaningless unless you discover it yourself. ” - W. S. Maugham

“ A woman’s heart is not bought by the currency of a man’s emotion for her. A woman’s heart is won over by her own feelings for herself when he just happens to be around. ” - A Long Long Time Ago and Essentially True, Brigid Pasulka

“ You should never be surprised when someone treats you with respect, you should expect it. ” - Sarah Dessen

“ In life, we do things. Some we wish we had never done, and some we wish we could replay a million times. But they make us who we are and in the end they shape and detail us. If we were to reserve them, we wouldn’t be the people we are today. so, just live. Make mistakes and have wonderful memories. But never second guess who you are, where you’ve been, and most importantly where you’re going. ”

“ Puke and starve and cut and drink because you need an anesthetic and it works. For a while. But then the anesthetic turns into poison and by then it’s too late because you are mainingling it now, straight into your soul. It is rotting you and you can’t stop. ”  - ‘Wintergirls’ by Laurie Halse Anderson

"The best moments in reading are when you come across something — a thought, a feeling, a way of looking at things — that you'd thought special, particular to you. And here it is, set down by someone else, a person you've never met, maybe even someone long dead. And it's as if a hand has come out and taken yours." - Hector, The History Boys.

“ Don’t cry for a man who’s left you—the next one may fall for your smile. ” - Mae West
“ He felt that his whole life was some kind of dream and he sometimes wondered whose it was and whether they were enjoying it. ” - Douglas Adams (Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy)

“ Madness is just what genius looks like to a tiny mind. ” - Steven Moffat, head writer of Doctor Who

“ The only way to get through life is to laugh your way through it. You either have to laugh or cry. I prefer to laugh. Crying gives me a headache. ” - Marjorie Pay Hinckley

“ It’s work. The person you love is rarely worthy of how big your love is. Because no one is worthy of that and maybe no one deserves the burden of it, either. You’ll be let down. You’ll be disappointed and have your trust broken and have a lot of real sucky days. You lose more than you win. You hate the person you love as much as you love him. But, shit, you roll up your sleeves and work - at everything - because that’s what growing older is. ” - Dennise Lehane, Mystic River (2001)

“ He thought for a second, then said, “I don’t know. Just because someone’s pretty doesn’t mean she’s decent. Or vice versa. I’m not into appearances. I like flaws, I think they make things interesting. ” - Sarah Dessen, The Truth About Forever

“ So I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we’ll never know most of them. But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them. ” - The Perks of Being a Wallflower - Stephen Chbosky

“ You have not failed until you quit trying. ” - Gordon B. Hinckley

“ The distinguishing mark of true adventures, is that often they are no fun at all while they are actually happening. ” - Kim Stanley Robinson

“ Think like a man of action; act like a man of thought. ” - Henri Bergson

“ Of all forms of caution, caution in love is perhaps the most fatal to true happiness. ” - Bertrand Russell

“ Sometimes you hit a point where you either change or self destruct. ” - Sam Stevens

I'd be lying if I told you, losing you was something I could handle

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Untitled

Tiupkan padaku desahan angin senja
Berikan padaku rasa yang kau punya
Alunkan kisahmu tuk isi paranda fana
Dalam potret getir yang terkenang setia

"aku ingin kau berharmoni, tapi bukan sepenggal sepi
aku ingin kau bersenandung, tapi bukan termenung
aku harap dentang waktu tetap ada, bukan sebatas mengembara
"aku ingin kau bahagia, sepenuhnya...

Bukan dalam senyum yang membeban
Bukan dalam tawa yang tertekan
Bukan dalam jiwa yang tertahan
Dan bukan dalam perasaan yang berujung pengkhianatan

Monday, April 30, 2012

APRIL is over!  

hello MAY!

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Apologize

Forgive me for all my mistakes that I ever did to you. I don't need the fake responses, I just need the sincerity, truly from you. We're facing our future now,together. National Examination has begin. Let's show our hard and our best endeavors. And let our prayer flow just like as water, and wish God will grant it. I hope, God will give us ease of doing the National Examination and give us good scores depends on our effort. Do the best, give the best, and get the best.
God know, what effort that already we do so far.

Saturday, April 7, 2012

12:51 – Krissy and Ericka

Scrolling through my cellphone
For the twentieth time today
Reading the text you sent me again
Though I memorized anyway

It was an afternoon in December
When it reminded you of the day
When we bumped into each other
But you didn’t say hi cause I looked away

And maybe that was the
Biggest mistake of my life
And maybe I have not moved on
Since that night

Cause its 12:51
And I thought my feelings were gone
But I’m lying on my bed thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright
But I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you’re moving on
And I’m not that strong to hold on
any longer

When I saw you’re with her
didn’t think you find another
and my world just seems to crash
I shouldn’t have thought that this would last
And maybe that was the biggest of mistake my life
And maybe I have not moved on since last night

Cause its 12:51
And I thought my feelings were gone
But I’m lying on my bed thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright
But I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you’re moving on
And I’m not that strong to hold on
any longer

As the sky outside gets brighter
And my eyes begin to tire
I’m slowly drowning and memories of him
And I know it shouldn’t matter
As my hearts begin to shatter
I’m left to wonder
Just how it should have been yeah…

12:51
And I thought my feelings were gone
But I’m lying on my bed thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright
But I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you’re moving on
And I’m not that strong to hold on
Cause I’ll prove you wrong
That I can move on through this ong
So much stronger...

Saturday, March 31, 2012

March

Goodbye, March. Wish the April more good than you.
Longer to feel. Longer happiness