Hi, Lisa, this post was made by your friends feeling.. for you. We share a lot of things together, we are one, if one friend falls, another will fall, too. We shall keep another are right in our side. So please read it <3
It's rainy time
It's gloomy heart, gloomy heart
You feel, we feel
So let's step on, step on to the meadow
see a bright sky and white clouds together
Sometimes rains are hurting,
sometimes winds are warm,
sometimes water can burn you up,
they all fake!
But don't let it leaves scars on you
We can't see you drown on despair
He is good, but not in your side He is care, but he has no that thing now. So let's move on, move on
If he can, you can do the same
You better to live with him a whole life with thousand diamonds in a fairy tale
or just stay with your friends with thousands happiness in a true world?
But let's step on, step on to the meadow
We are together about to see our future Let the rain of happiness wet our faces
Dance together in our bad shoes, bad shoes
When sweat has no drop again
We still have drops of happiness
When dusk has no dust to make it linger
We still have the sun to bright it up forever
and make it meaningful
So won't the darkness comes
When "he" ends the relationship with no reason You still have a reason to have a life "God, family, friends."
"He is not always has good deeds like you saw at the first time" "He is not always make your life so colorful like lovers feel at the first time,
like lovers have at the first time" Cause everything can change suddenly
What is nice at the first time, is not always ended with the happy ending
So let's move on, move on Don't let your precious tears are drops for someone who already hurts you
We know, forget and forgive someone not as easy as they left us
“Hi Boast, how are you? Do you feel nice today? I bring you some fresh stories. Do you want to hear?”
“Hi Poem, I’m well enough, I am full of words that some of yours I had this morning."
"Are you kidding me? I’m bored of all this fake and sorrow, and the bitterness, and also the love story.”
“Oh dear, are you sick? Why you drawn so deep on despair? Let’s rest yourself up, just to return back your energy. Oh, or you want to eat something? Maybe I can have for you.”
“Don’t too care. You care or not, it would be the same, nothing change.”
“I am sorry, I can’t give you the best of me. All I can do just talk, no act. You know, I’m just a bar of sentences in a sheet of rusty paper. I can’t do much. I can’t tell you the important one. What I already told you are bullshit. Okay, I will be off to give you my words so you can enjoy your days with your own words of lamentation. I’ll be off to tell you everything that I’ve done, and it’s my biggest mistake to tell you more. I’ll take my own path. Do it myself, have it myself.”
“Hmm. Why sky out there so dark? Is it the ends of the world? Or the rain begin to falling in? Strange sky.”
“No, it’s nature. “
“A strange explainer. What’s the truly matter?”
“I already told honestly, but you don’t want to understood. You got mad and began to murmured when I had finish to said. Why didn’t you told me the entirely yours? So I can completely know yours. But never mind. Let’s repair it all.”
“Not important at all. Shall we repair it right now? It seems that I can’t. I’ve so many important things out there, and I think they are more important than this matter. What are the another unimportant things you not ought to say?”
“Nope, nothing. I’ll go home right now. Thanks for all so far. Thanks to let me disturb and burdened you until this time. Thanks for the past. Thanks for let me breathing the last air I can breathe from your world. And I will return back all the words, stories, memories, and all the pasts to you . I won’t come in, to your world, again, never. Goodbye….”
“Poem….. Are you serious? I will be alone to face my future, ‘cause just you who know me at all, just you who can guide me till end. Don’t leave me when I feel I am broke. Don’t leave me when it seems no ray in every darkness. Don’t leave me when this whole world refused all parts of me.”
“Forgiveness, it is not too late. But scars on my hearts, that’s too late. All your acts, I know, that were fake. I will stay the same ‘cause you stay the same.”
Saat pinus genggam erat tangan cemara
Terbebas senyum yang guratan keriputnya melenyap
Berangkulan
Dan saat angin yang cemburu
robohkan kesungguhannya
Angin berbisik pada pinus,
genggamannya rebah, ia
berpaling
Cemara menyendiri dalam gelap
antusiasnya yang semula gempita
Semua tinggalkannya
Bahkan lumut yang selama ini
tanpa pajak tinggal tak berdosa
pada beban cemara, mereka berpindah
Bahkan bintang-bintang yang saling berpendar,
yang awalnya juga sinari cemara
mereka mengutub pada angin dan pinus
Dan akhirnya cemara dibangunkan
oleh mentari subuh dan bulan senja
"Kau tau, saat yang lain tinggalkan sahabat yang sungguhnya tak dapat kau sebut sahabat. Kau tetap dapat hidup.. Karena tiap angin mengendus kesalahanmu, dia tak tahu apapun tentang kebenaranmu Dia tak akan pernah tahu.. Karena tiap pinus meminta bantuanmu, tiap dia memintamu menceritakan dirimu, dia hanya mencari kekuranganmu Dia tak ingat apapun bantuanmu.. Ketika kau tanpa meminta suatu balas budi darinya Dia tak akan pernah tahu..", ungkap matahari
"Sahabat yang pandai bermain kata, terlalu sering berucap indah.. Padahal tujuannya satu Menjatuhkanmu, agar dia dapat menjadi pemenang dalam jagad ini Sahabat yang terlalu munafik Dan dia tak akan pernah sadari karena dia terlalu berambisi..", ketus bulan.
"Bagaimanapun, dia sahabatku. aku tak mungkin menohoknya sendiri dengan belati yang sama yang dahulu dia tohokkan padaku. Aku tak tega.. Untuk melihatnya menderita sepertiku. Dia memang pantas. Namun seperti ini tak akan menjadikan segalanya lebih baik Aku rela, walau ini kelu, walau ini tabu, demi sahabatku. Aku sanggup"
Cuma mau share cerita nggak penting nih. Seketika aku pengen dengerin lagunya John Mayer - All we ever do is say goodbye dan parahnya lagi, itu playlist setelah lagu John Mayer yang "all we ever do is say goodbye" langsung lagu "John Mayer - I'm gonna find another you". Emang sih kedua lagu ini udah cukup lama, tapi nyaman aja buat didengerin lagi. Padahal nggak ngerasa kehilangan dan nggak dalam kondisi yang membutuhkan seseorang. Lagu ini lagi 'pas' aja sama feeling. Nggak tau karena lagunya emang cocok jadi lagu sebelum tidur atau mungkin karena liriknya yang... Mengingatkan akan masa lalu (padahal nggak punya masa lalu kayak yang di lirik ini)
Aku mulai sadar, disini, sekarang ini, aku emang bukan anak kecil lagi. Maklumlah kalo udah mulai punya 'feel'. Jadi keinget sama puisi puisi yang aku buat dulu yg nggak pernah ku publish (teruntuk seseorang), yang cuma ditulis di selembar kertas yang ditemukan seadanya, jelasnya kertas asal nemu yang penting ada ruang buat coret coret,. Karena aku nggak mau orang lain tau gimana aku dan jalan pikiranku sebenarnnya, aku dan perasaanku yang tersembunyi, aku dan pembicaraanku yang orang lain susah pahami. Udahlah, omongannya malah tambah ngelantur dan kayaaknya bakal berujung jadi curhat gratisan gini. Haha
To the point aja deh. Nih aku mau ngeshare video All We Ever Do is Say Goodbye with lyrics. Enjoy ;)
Aku biarkan ini menjadi sebuah perasaan tak terungkap
Hanya sampai pada kepalan gusar, yang tak sempat beri penjelasan tanpa hambar
Sisakan bisikan hanya untuk meneguk sesal
Sisakan darah hanya untuk mengalir bebal
Kata yang hanya sampai penghujung lidah, mengatup tanpa ego
Dan siratkan air muka yang menyibak rona
Aku...takut
Untuk paksa hatiku menuntut Jiwanya yang lama telah berpejam
Terbakar memang, aku terlambat.
Keberanian yang terus saja menguntit
Hanya berimajinasikan sepengal harapan, yang nyatakan bermasal kegagalan
Dan tak mengharap keibaan, api kesungguhan
Sampai bertatap lagi di tenggat waktu yang Tuhan pastikan, aku berharap
Tapi waktu dan takdir tak janjikan pasti
"Bahkan mungkin untuk angin yang berhempas pada waktu itu
Dia tak mungkin hadirkan kisah kita kembali
Untuk mengulangnya, menghempaskannya kembali... Mustahil"
Kita bahkan belum pernah saling menatap, mungkin berbicara
Salam perjumpaan untuk tak pernah mengenal
Salam perpisahan sampai akhir waktu tiba
Kita tak akan berjumpa
“ Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It
makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it
means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these
defences, you build up a whole suit of armour, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid
person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid
life. You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something
dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own
anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves
you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just
friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts.
Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real
gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. ”
- Neil Gaiman, The Kindly Ones
“ It’s
better to live like a flame, to know a man and love him, even if he can’t be
yours, than never to love at all. ” -
Eloisa James (A kiss at midnight)
“ The more I
look around and listen I realize that I’m not alone. We are all facing choices
that define us. No choice. However messy is without importance in the overall
picture of our lives. We all at our own age have to claim something, even if
it’s only our own confusion. I am in the middle of growing up and into myself.
” - - Sabrina Ward Harrison
“ The secret to life is meaningless unless you
discover it yourself. ” - W. S. Maugham
“ A woman’s heart is not bought by the currency of
a man’s emotion for her. A woman’s heart is won over by her own feelings for
herself when he just happens to be around. ” - A Long Long Time Ago and Essentially True, Brigid
Pasulka
“ You should never be surprised when someone treats
you with respect, you should expect it. ” - Sarah Dessen
“ In life, we do things. Some we wish we had never
done, and some we wish we could replay a million times. But they make us who we
are and in the end they shape and detail us. If we were to reserve them, we
wouldn’t be the people we are today. so, just live. Make mistakes and have
wonderful memories. But never second guess who you are, where you’ve been, and
most importantly where you’re going. ”
“ Puke and starve and cut and drink because you
need an anesthetic and it works. For a while. But then the anesthetic turns
into poison and by then it’s too late because you are mainingling it now,
straight into your soul. It is rotting you and you can’t stop. ” - ‘Wintergirls’ by Laurie Halse Anderson
"The best moments in reading are when you come
across something — a thought, a feeling, a way of looking at things — that
you'd thought special, particular to you. And here it is, set down by someone
else, a person you've never met, maybe even someone long dead. And it's as if a
hand has come out and taken yours." - Hector, The History Boys.
“ Don’t cry for a man who’s left you—the next one
may fall for your smile. ” - Mae West
“ He felt that his whole life was some kind of dream
and he sometimes wondered whose it was and whether they were enjoying it. ” - Douglas Adams (Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy)
“ Madness is just what genius looks like to a tiny
mind. ” - Steven
Moffat, head writer of Doctor Who
“ The only way to get through life is to laugh your
way through it. You either have to laugh or cry. I prefer to laugh. Crying
gives me a headache. ” - Marjorie Pay Hinckley
“ It’s work. The person you love is rarely worthy
of how big your love is. Because no one is worthy of that and maybe no one
deserves the burden of it, either. You’ll be let down. You’ll be disappointed
and have your trust broken and have a lot of real sucky days. You lose more
than you win. You hate the person you love as much as you love him. But, shit, you
roll up your sleeves and work - at everything - because that’s what growing
older is. ” - Dennise Lehane, MysticRiver (2001)
“ He thought for a second, then said, “I don’t
know. Just because someone’s pretty doesn’t mean she’s decent. Or vice versa.
I’m not into appearances. I like flaws, I think they make things interesting. ”
- Sarah Dessen, The Truth About Forever
“ So I guess we are who we are for a lot of
reasons. And maybe we’ll never know most of them. But even if we don’t have the
power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there.
We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them. ” - The Perks of Being a Wallflower - Stephen Chbosky
“ You have not failed until you quit trying. ” - Gordon B. Hinckley
“ The distinguishing mark of true adventures, is
that often they are no fun at all while they are actually happening. ” - Kim Stanley Robinson
“ Think like a man of action; act like a man of
thought. ” - Henri Bergson
“ Of all forms of caution, caution in love is
perhaps the most fatal to true happiness. ” - Bertrand
Russell
“ Sometimes you hit a point where you either change
or self destruct. ” - Sam Stevens
