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Saturday, September 22, 2012

The Sweet, The Uncared, The End

“Hi Boast, how are you? Do you feel nice today? I bring you some fresh stories. Do you want to hear?”

“Hi Poem, I’m well enough, I am full of words that some of yours I had this morning."

"Are you kidding me? I’m bored of all this fake and sorrow, and the bitterness, and also the love story.”

“Oh dear, are you sick? Why you drawn so deep on despair? Let’s rest yourself up, just to return back your energy. Oh, or you want to eat something? Maybe I can have for you.”

“Don’t too care. You care or not, it would be the same, nothing change.”

“I am sorry, I can’t give you the best of me. All I can do just talk, no act. You know, I’m just a bar of sentences in a sheet of rusty paper. I can’t do much. I can’t tell you the important one. What I already told you are bullshit. Okay, I will be off to give you my words so you can enjoy your days with your own words of lamentation. I’ll be off to tell you everything that I’ve done, and it’s my biggest mistake to tell you more. I’ll take my own path. Do it myself, have it myself.”

“Hmm. Why sky out there so dark? Is it the ends of the world? Or the rain begin to falling in? Strange sky.”

“No, it’s nature. “

“A strange explainer. What’s the truly matter?”

“I already told honestly, but you don’t want to understood. You got mad and began to murmured when I had finish to said. Why didn’t you told me the entirely yours? So I can completely know yours. But never mind. Let’s repair it all.”

“Not important at all. Shall we repair it right now? It seems that I can’t. I’ve so many important things out there, and I think they are more important than this matter. What are the another unimportant things you not ought to say?”

“Nope, nothing. I’ll go home right now. Thanks for all so far. Thanks to let me disturb and burdened you until this time. Thanks for the past. Thanks for let me breathing the last air I can breathe from your world. And I will return back all the words, stories, memories, and all the pasts to you . I won’t come in, to your world, again, never. Goodbye….”

“Poem….. Are you serious? I will be alone to face my future, ‘cause just you who know me at all, just you who can guide me till end. Don’t leave me when I feel I am broke. Don’t leave me when it seems no ray in every darkness. Don’t leave me when this whole world refused all parts of me.”

“Forgiveness, it is not too late. But scars on my hearts, that’s too late. All your acts, I know, that were fake. I will stay the same ‘cause you stay the same.”

Monday, September 10, 2012

Satu yang Rebahkan Satunya..

Saat pinus genggam erat tangan cemara
Terbebas senyum yang guratan keriputnya melenyap
Berangkulan
Dan saat angin yang cemburu
robohkan kesungguhannya
Angin berbisik pada pinus,
genggamannya rebah, ia
berpaling

Cemara menyendiri dalam gelap
antusiasnya yang semula gempita
Semua tinggalkannya
Bahkan lumut yang selama ini
tanpa pajak tinggal tak berdosa
pada beban cemara, mereka berpindah
Bahkan bintang-bintang yang saling berpendar,
yang awalnya juga sinari cemara
mereka mengutub pada angin dan pinus

Dan akhirnya cemara dibangunkan
oleh mentari subuh dan bulan senja

"Kau tau, saat yang lain tinggalkan
sahabat yang sungguhnya tak dapat kau sebut sahabat.
Kau tetap dapat hidup..
Karena tiap angin mengendus kesalahanmu,
dia tak tahu apapun tentang kebenaranmu
Dia tak akan pernah tahu..
Karena tiap pinus meminta bantuanmu,
tiap dia memintamu menceritakan dirimu,
dia hanya mencari kekuranganmu
Dia tak ingat apapun bantuanmu..
Ketika kau tanpa meminta suatu balas budi darinya
Dia tak akan pernah tahu..", ungkap matahari

"Sahabat yang pandai bermain kata,
terlalu sering berucap indah..
Padahal tujuannya satu
Menjatuhkanmu, agar dia dapat menjadi pemenang dalam jagad ini
Sahabat yang terlalu munafik
Dan dia tak akan pernah sadari

karena dia terlalu berambisi..", ketus bulan.

"Bagaimanapun, dia sahabatku.
aku tak mungkin menohoknya sendiri dengan belati yang sama

yang dahulu dia tohokkan padaku.
Aku tak tega..

Untuk melihatnya menderita sepertiku.
Dia memang pantas. Namun seperti ini tak akan menjadikan segalanya lebih baik
Aku rela, walau ini kelu, walau ini tabu, demi sahabatku.
Aku sanggup"